was taken when out with mum and niece .

this 2 off days, spent with aiai (: love her to the core ! the first 3 pictures taken today (: as for the rest is the previous off day. went down to dbg, went to cube and went plaza sing to walk walk. and back to douby there to slack, yea stu-pid thing was before we reach we was saying WE got the *feeling* he will be there. (refering to the one i'm bothering with) and went in cube to walk one round, oh fcuk ! i saw him sleeping on the sofa inside. my heart felt so weak and keep nag why he really here -.- sigh. and yea my mood is being spoilt for the whole day. we saw one another but haha dint be bother to talk or even say hi. saw his *someone* and bwg, slapmyforehead* the only action i can do.

headed down to tpy at 7plus. met benben there ! HAHAHAH he makes my day la ! so funny lo ! and accompany aiai to get her pay, went to eat and movie at 1130, MyEx . the movie is shocking but the story line not bad, but some part just bored and stu-pid funny. all i can say is guys will always never enough even they already had one girl. the guy inside deserve it. but still feel kinda sad in the ending. haha. wadever la. i'm so tired. gonna shower and call aiai. bye-sss

Ps/ i hope you just dont appear in my life ever again .

i'll always so harsh, and make a decision that will always make myself end up regretting. but that's the only way i can choose. even after so long and go all the way one big round, i'm still at the same spot.

another day i spent with you, another day you makes my heart just mess up. i dont know what's wrong with me. i know no matter what, its the choice i've made. so i've gotto face it. thanks for lending me your ears when i really need someone to talk to and your shoulder when i tears to lean on.

no matter what it wont turn back. if i dint made the choice , will you turn to become like this now? if once again, i will not made the choice. and you will not become like this way now. i'm always blaming myself. i hope you will turn and become better. i know you will. keep your promise.

i'm so tired, my mind just so mess up. i really need a good sleep. nights

Ps/ be your guardian angel.

back to work as usual. apple told me this month pay gonna delay as well as commission. sicko lo, still thought of shopping. nevermind can save more money (: bored. on the phone with aiai naozxc. both of us keeps on laughing like nobody business. shall meet her up soooon (: time to sleep. b-yee.

chatted with him only makes me feel even more heartache. anyway its his choice for his life . cant blame anyone. keep your promise boy.

 Ps/ i believe there's retribution (:

and again i cant stop myself laughing ! to remind all my reader's this DOG mention this at first

syahidah: hello pig face! i got name. so i'm not a dog or nameless spammers is immature. you then immature. fu*ked up face. go get a life. (:

but now IT mention this again

 syahidah: i dont come here to view your stupid post Bit*ch. & im here to just spam for fun. haha. fun la. see people like you reply to this type of tags. blog sure is a stupid thing. for people like you.

the word * SPAM * can really make me laugh, as i already stated clearly Only Dogs are Nameless and Spammers are Immatured (: now the DOG admit ITSELF as a DOG and is a INMATURED DOG ! and it stated this as well * i shan't waste my time here too. take care *****'s * why dont want waste time ? and why dint this female dog admit about she is the passer? why? feel stu-pid right i'm sure. hahahaha.

and Fyi is one last *thing* not one last *think* although i admit my english not very good but at least this type of simple english i still know. the spelling error makes me remind of someone i had correct before. hahahahaha, every sentence of her tag makes me laugh only * i think i should see a doctor uh. cause i came across this mad bit*ch's blog and its driving me nuts * why driving you nuts ? and is she, herself wanna come yet now wanna blame people driving her nuts? why dont she just say she is already a nuts coming my blog to bark like a DOG ? and bitch calling yourself dog? i dont see any bitches here at all. here is for human not for dogs or any animal like you ! esp those WILD dogs you see?

and you stated this too * stop saying people when you yourself is no perfect slu*t * why are you so unhappy about? even i did mention about anyone , i also dint mention bout you? as i already said i don't remember i know someone name a DOG or syahidah. so even i say thats my problem not your's . unhappy with it dont come my blog then. but if YOU were the one i talking about did i mention your name? even i talk i dont state name , unless the one admit she/he is the one. and what i say bout the person is truth , i will not anyhow accuse that person when he/she did something wrong.

and remind reader's this post is not replying her tag, as i said i'm not going to reply any of her tag. this is just a post with what i thinking. and most important its a JOKE. not gonna be bother what she comment on me, say as she like. i know what i'm doing . i don't need any comment from anyone. unlike me just don't cme my blog then. remember this alright (:

today off, went jurong point with mum, got myself a top and new bras. no more 100+ bucks bra so no worries hahaha ! accompany mum shop for some stuff, and got a makeup bag. as mine its too big i need find a smaller one to save space when i bring out for shopping or overseas. didnt manage to get my heels. gonna wait for pay in then get the rest of the clothing. had ichiban sushi for dinner. mum and me never fails to eat japanese food when only just both of us. LOL ! got mother got daughter (: mum today keeps on knocking my head when she look at something, take something and even when we took cab home i went in the cab i haven even move in she come in already and her heel step onto my leg la ! zzzzzzzzz fedup eh. but forget it, luckly she's my mum . if not i sure nag nag nag one.

gonna go shop again on monday? or friday? or latest on next next tuesday? i neeeeeed to shop for my heeeeeels manzxc ! shall see when free. pay is banking in soooooon (: weeeeee ! been asking cousin to go for holiday on the april, as i need to clear my Annual Leave . discuss with her last night ask her to go redang island, and going to ask biaoge's along. and she mention all of us pair pair couple only you ! i was like -.- zzzzzzzzzzz dont like that hor ! she ask me faster go find i still got 3 months time to find -.- i told her to find for me she give me rubbish nonsense. saying her collegue that we ate steamboat with us that time. she even say mayb he will help you pay ley. THATS NOT THE MAIN POINT CAN ! forget it. i'm okay, shall see when will my guy appear lo. i also dont wish to be alone wad. alright shall stop here. by-eeee off to watch my drama le. night's

Ps/ i love shopping (:

you makes me cant stop laughing Dog ! i can sure that i call you a dog ! i really feel like ignoring you but i cant stop myself  to post my blog to tell everyone. cause i actually went to check the id for my cbox. and guess what i found ? the passer and syahidah actually got the same code ! so, thats means its same person ! HAHAHAHAHAHA ! and guess what she's actually tag on my tag box on the first tag she had post

on 19 jan you tag,

syahidah: hello pig face! i got name. so i'm not a dog or nameless spammers is immature. you then immature. fu*ked up face. go get a life. (:

got a name? not a dog or inmature? hahaha then passer not nameless? not imature by commenting people ugly when i dont even know you ! and now even wanna act

syahidah: hey hey! i'm bacccckkk! i wonder whose the passerby who said you look ugly when put braces on? i and that passerby can join company uh! huahuahua. i got a life. that's why drop by your blog entertain

HEY HEY some more -.- think i with you so familiar uh? esp this sentence makes me laugh right now !  * i wonder whose the passerby who said you look ugly when put braces on? i and that passerby can join company uh! huahuahua* HAHAHAHAHA ! wondering who huh? i tell yoy want? you the Dog bodoh !  you got split personality uh? 1 person act like got 2 person ! seriously i think you need go for a check up some more is MENTALLY okay (: and trying to say yourself sweet ! omg stop making me puke ! your jokes really makes my day seriously.

and why i reply you is my tagbox, i dont like people come my tagbox tag those rubbish or commenting people. if you dont like me just dont come my blog then. no one ask you to come or even read my post. can just closed the window. stupid should be you. not me, really dumb like fk ! and who you to scold my friend? stop being so no life la. Grow up la . how old already still spam people blog find problem. if wanna say me say to yourself, i no need your unnecessary comment , i am who i am. dislike me its your problem. stop coming here to be like a mad dog barking. i not gonna reply any of your tags anymore from now onwards as well as emily too . bye dog (:

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i'm off tomorrow (: going out shopping with mummy again lo. i gonna get myself a heels for cny, and i need a set of clothes which is not black or white for the first day of new year. but all the clothing is mostly black and white -.- gonna searchhhh, still not sure where we going yet. watch hi my sweetheart epi 13 lo. makes me tears D: this sunday will be the final epi. and i feel a lil hungry , cup noodle? HEEHEE but i need dietttttt ! faint* tomorrow then say. here i come cupnoodle :DDDDD byeeee everyone. hopes everyone have a goodsleep like meeeeee ! WOOOTS !

Ps/ i never see anyone stupid like you do (:

i just finish watching hi my sweetheart episode 13 . so touching and makes me cry -.- but I'm like so blurr when I see at PPS there stated last episode but I use funshion to watch at the end of the show still got advertisement saying finally ending ? is funshion slow or there's still another episode ? make me confuse only . tsk !

eyes was swollen , guess due to the cotton that I use to remove my eye makeup . I rub too hard while removing my mascara and end up swollen now ): lazy use hand to rub away . it's hurting can . and I got headshot again during work ! stupid storeroom , due to the emergency staircase beside ourshop where the slanted is at our storeroom makes the celling become
so short and makes me knock my head directly center GONG ! the sound so pathetic Loud till got echo ! zzzz apple and xiaoli laughing away ): ytd also knock until I guess since shop open till now I already knock more then 10 times already ! after knock until still will giddy one sia !

apple keeps on make fun ): by asking me to wear helmet or pillow to work ): so bad ! stupid celling makes me become more stupid and memory no good !

gotto go bed le . nights

Ps/ some people just simply so free to comment on others , but they will never notice actually they are even worst then the person they saying . what a joke !

yea , I'm using iPhone to post blog ! I'm so lazy to update blog nowadays , partly is my com giving me alot of problem . I guess I going to get a lappy soon . but before that I gonna save a lol money for myself to put braces . where the rest hope daddy will spon me (: heehee .

ytd off , woke up in the noon . and had my late breakfast , bathe and get ready and cab to imm with mum and niece . got niece a skirt at fox . and went daiso to shop for some stationary . headed back home and reach at 8plus . watch channel u the charity show laughing away . till Sabrina called and I meet her , Amy and Jonathan at gombak .

nothing much I really did this few day. work , sleep , eat , watch drama everyday rotating same
thing . can someone teach me how to diet ? going back msia on cny ! weeeeeee !

ps/ I will never have enough sleep ):

another version of I Hate This Part ! haha. just got back home after having steamboat at xinhui place for her advance birthday celebration. hahaha. very soon she will turn ninteen ! older then me auntie lo. but still hope she enjoy today (:

been busy for the whole day. awake by mummy at 1plus. bathe and get ready, off to gombak get me and mummy hair done. mummy do perming and dye her hair. as for me just a little highlight and cover my bottom blond colour as well as my treatment (:

train-ed to westmall with mummy. met xinhui together with pigass. head to harvey norman get new house phone. and seperate our way with mummy. off to oldchangkee get some finger food to eat. seperate way with pigass too. went to get my eyebrown trim with xinhui aftermath.

train-ed to woodland. ntuc get some ingredient for steamboat. and make our way to xinhui place. ready those food. and wait xiaoli and nur to come over. all the way till 12 plus cab home. the smell of the bbq on my shirt makes me feel like puking ! gonna go shower right naozxc ! worked tml again D: i wanna watch hi my sweetheart la! zzzzzzzz ! stupid ppstream ! dont know the show go where cannot find ! and my torrent is giving me problem ! go tudou watch le. by-eeeeeeeee !

Ps/ my heart felt numb, i'm so used to it.

as a friends this is the way i get. sometime i felt stu-pid to actually show concern on them, be there for them when they need me and even giving them advise when they need . what about when i really need them? i felt silly at times, when i actually know i already being make use by them i still be there for the person. its because i treat them as a Friend. friend is someone who will standby with rather then make use. you people will never know what's the feeling of being left aside. and i'm always the odd one (: i'm so used to it .

but i still do have friends out there (: thanks for those who be there and console me. love you people alright <3

ps/ i will still stay happy (:

i'm getting more and more lazy to update my blog. no time as well.

13th jan,

been to sabrina sis friend chalet that day, seriously fun ! played true or dare. WE did alot unglam stuff for dare. not gonna mention cause its between the 5 of us (: pictures will be kept between ourself too :D went OCH middle of the night. scary duhhhh. 5 people odd number. and dint really saw anything special or weird. went back to chalet. off to work next day with buddy . confirm shag !

14th jan,

work, after work back home koon :D

15th jan,

off day, dint do anything much. slept all the way till afternoon. suppose to meet cousin out but cancel. night time met peiling . she ask me out to go rounding with her boyf and her friend -.- and thats the only way to shut her mouth, if not she gonna niam everytime ask me out i put aeroplane. went cck mac to talk. and Limchukang next. another wulu place. but funny to say is my 1st time to go there sia. i like so sua ku, all the time i go is at msia. at first there kinda scared due to the darkness. end up took torchlight from them i shine here and there see. nothing special too. after they pray home sweet home.

16th jan,

work at 313, met melisa at jurong east mrt nearby. and her husband drove us to work (: all the way till 10pm off work . drove me back home again (: thanks thanks. went home change and walk to maze to meet sabrina , buddy, joyce, amy , yi seong and crystalbelle(?) . cab to v3 together. drink drank drunk (: i went off after v3 close at 4am. gotto work later on. they continue to drink after that. and know what ! buddy actually vomited and all of our leg got his vomit. end up we ask him okay not , he say okay. and added I VOMIT FOR FUN ONLY ! kns ! and cause of his FOR FUN all of our leg .... sad for amy while he cleaning buddy slipper , he actually vomited at his hand. even worst -.- HAHAHA ! opppsy. HEEHEE

pictures alot, but lazy to upload ! anyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee? HELP ME UPLOAD? teehee.

today as usual work. so busy today. sales dang good today (: HAPPY HAPPY :DDD WOOOOTS ! another 2 more days to go for work to off. apple change off day with me . tuesday 313 again ! 10pm ! i hateeeeeeeeeeee it ! anyone come fetch me off work? D:

Ps/ i sprain my leg again D: dumb dumb me T.T